I know, I've got lots to update about.
(Sorry for the suspense, ha)

Nats weren't as good as we expected. Lost the first 2 matches and well, won the last. Matches we lost were not because we were lousier but it's our lack of communication and teamwork. What made me really happy is the huge comeback in the last match. I felt the team spirit once again. We fought for it, yes we did and I know it. Thank you girls for everything up till now and I will miss working as a team again, really. MK asked me a really sensitive question aft the last match. I wonder how we got to that subject but anyway, she asked if I was okay about not playing. That's a really .. weird question huh? I felt tears welling up but I know I shouldn't be crying (because I'm sad) right after the match so I laughed it off, saying I'm very optimistic. What bullshit! Of course I wasn't okay. Who would be when you have good vision of play but your speed suck like hell and can only play in the first round of the entire competition? Pfft, I really want to play. It's so (freaking) hard when I really like something but yet, I suck at it.

Well, life has been filled with study, netball, basketball, dinner-dates and catching up w friends. Nothing much though, routined and all. It's kind of late already so I shall go grab my sleep in order to get back to training tomorrow. Weights/train the juniors. Whatever it is, it's nice to be back on court again.

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.